“So I just randomly visit usayd.com and i’m like blinded by simplicity and whiteness. What happened?!” – Noonereallysaidthis Ok read the updated about page for starters – I freestyled it so it might be kinda dry but hey thats life. The years gone by… If you start at 2004 and read on, I’m sure you will see some interesting patterns – it’s only natural for someone to change massively from 14-18 years of age. This is something I have reflected on, and I even considered removing the old posts and starting afresh. I came across this post by Podz...

My words are abstract like forged pieces of art They look unrealistic yet come straight from the heart I remove painful imagery to prevent damage to eyes The words that were here would hurt – not provide A route to success or happiness we’re all seeking Yet we find that our minds are slow and weaving In and out of zones of yes and no’s, right and wrongs So far we have gotten and yet not very far along My real friends are the family I chose for myself I didn’t really choose them, they were there to help So why not let me help you now, anything at all I see an opportunity to build our...

I am truly inspired by the faith revealed A life based on justice, it really appeals Like a moth to the light we should race Will stumble and trip in the tests we face If when we walk to Him, He runs to us What if we ran to Him, the One we trust Most forgiving for mistakes we make Win-win situation if you just partake In the mercy of He who created you Yet refuse till day of justice is due Humbled before my Lord, but am I Standing to worship but really, do I Is my arrogance killing words uttered Come out like the many lines I mutter Under my breath but I mean them right? Fall to my knees and prostate...

If I swore I would swear, If I cursed I would curse But instead I release into directed lines of verse Stop messing with me, I don’t like to play games I love my brother but do you even know my name Who am I, what do I want to achieve in this life, Or is it assumed because we all go through strife. I hate being angry it’s from the devil you know But every time this happens my heart turns cold. We’re like a colony of ants without the strength That could lead us from heaven at an arms length Too far that is, not close enough to open up doors We’re building walls – no we’re falling...

Let’s get this straight before you annihilate Because at this rate, I fear for the human race I ain’t against you, your mum or you crew It’s just this something, I’ve got to warn you Who do you stand for, what do you believe How you playing game, don’t ask Jeeves What are you doing sitting in the dark You rotting alive, it begins in the heart I see it again the social symptoms Like Rass Kass said, check the historical patterns Its unbelievable what they say on cable Cover your eyes, hide under the table I shake you awake this aint no mistake You need to partake, or you’ll ache on...

I see right, i feel right, i am right. Walking in the universe at night, Damn Right! I’m not your rival, get that straight before the arrival the arrival of the unconfined, refined mind I assign you to help mankind find the hind in the blind Down town, NO, don’t wait around to drown in the ground Be bold, pound that frown into a crown Re own your soul should be the role of your goal its time to lead, lets proceed and plant the seeds its agreed, we shall succeed indeed at speed but first we must change this wold we live in lift that chin, and put away that violin. Its time to begin. Had...

I cut my finger on a can of sweetcorn whilst making an omelette, about half an hour ago. I almost fainted! It’s amazing. We think we are supreme, we think we own this small planet and yet the truth is we are so weak. You can laugh at me for admitting to the fact that I get pretty quezy with blood, or you can see the point i’m trying to make. When something happens all of a sudden we go from the strongest most ‘self-reliant’ beings to these hopeless people crying out for protection. This may mean nothing to you, often it takes an accident, illness or just being a witness...

I am scarred for life, my heart does bleed Tears pour from eyes – the wound which sees children suffering makes my pain worse But pain reflects nothing professed in verse I feel sick at the world but change it not Just sit here pondering, lie back and watch No answers held so the questions stop never This will feel like a day, yet seems to last forever.