20/3/07

It all rests on this,
the forked tongue of youthful bliss
leading me into a shadowed world,
future uncertain, not that I care.
Anything to get out of this sticky abyss.
Heart heavy, see me carefree,
dreams unfold I’m watching the real me,
those eyes, that persona haunting me.
words spoken, no belief,
highs and lows ,they feel the same,
life has just become another drug,
the hit lifts me, but the s*** still the same,
the crumbling statues built upon ground,
love so eternal it chases me and growls,
sleep so deep, in it I see the piece
of the puzzle now, undone.
continue, just as I walk,
waves crashing, and i refuse to budge,
chill fills me, eternally I’m in hell,
like a needle in a haystack,
is where my heaven fell.