16/10/07

trying to stay in control of this spinning world
that sucked me into the game of emotional goals,
i get told not to lock myself away,
but to be loved is to step into a new world,
and give into a never ending day.
im a paradox im a contradiction,
doing nothing & anythin to fullfill evryones prediction
living life my own way,surrounded by many that are fake,
u snake im onto your game…
seeing through you is something so easy to do,
im getting bored, your lines are nothing but lies,
not my beef your guna be walking your own streets,
what goes around comes around ,whats hidden
is always found, time to shake you off and shed my skin,
now i wana sink into my fear n be sucked into
sweet forbidden sin, thinking of you makes me smile like im
being tickled,
my icy heart n mind melts and the years of hurt trickle,
its like im someone new when its just me and you,
im fighting and battling to give into myself,
falling for you is heavenly hell.