dancing with the devil (25/01/08)

he said the worst mistake he made
was picking up a cigarette
i see no problem,we wana slowly die,
the needs being met.
my head kills and im falling apart
the way i turn away
is what F*** me up from the start,
this is a mixture of everything
difrent pains difrent matters
laid out..nothing missing
my bodys in pain and i can barely think
chains around my ankles
this time no fight as i slowly sink,
heaven around me and my hearts yearning
hell beside me and im slowly burning
F*** knows anymore, in Him i place my trust
yet im downing poison, it keeps my soul hushed,
God just please wont you quicken the dusk
for each day for me,wont you come back to me,
wont you be so clear like you was when i was a kid
not doing no wrong,Lord forbid..
so what happened , the world it seeped into me
so what happened..the devil, he danced with me,
so what happened..i took his hand..twirled and sang
now everytime we move together..he has the upper hand.