Unreachable (21/10/07)

im slipping away,back to destruction
that i once took for something that fuelled me.
im not giving a F***,following my own instruction,
dancing those steps that the devil traced,
going back to my hedonistic state..
iv had enough of being this,
giving into myself, but still its hit and miss,
shedding my skin im wrigling away
the darkness shines and its guiding my way
enticing me away from you and all that you do.
one step forward and two steps back,
you cant save me, im loving this track
that im walking,
if you could see me
the fire in my eyes would make your love bleed,
i dont know where these thoughts are coming from,
but im breathing and i dont want you,
i wana tick you off, and move onto something new,
lust is something i keep giving into,
this love is binding me in,
you’ve got under my skin
n i dont want it no more
you cant save me, you cant love me,
how can you try n reach me
if i wont let you near me,
its like an inward promise,
i wont let you tame my writhing soul
let me drift let me go,
let this chapter we have,
come to a close.