Written

Haven’t written in such a long time
Almost forgotten these words are mine
Made the move to which I was longing
Yet life gives little sense of belonging
Actually, I don’t want to be a part
The norm is far from the place to start.

Lonely on this side of the fence
No this poem is not a lament
More a reflection of what is missing
Disconnected inside – I do miss Him
Time goes quicker than the mind thinks
My thoughts and actions are out of sync.

I always knew this test would be hard
Indefinitely left the evidence in scars
Your pain and others are not the same
Different measures those deeds in vain
I left to get closer to the man that I am
Now I wonder if really I can.