innocence slain

my eyes are wide as i stare into space wondering how i will ever save face always thought the worst had come searching now for the edge to jump it is slippery, that’s why you fell 6 feet deep into a wooden hell or concrete cell, chained iron bars branded spear pierced my heart etched are words of love and hate wondering if they were real or fake upon hearing your name once pride now shame questioning why humanity was slain i didn’t lose my innocence, you killed it blood needn’t be shed, you spilled it tearless eye, you filled it once untouched, left wounded.