circle in flames

I remember how it feels, the need to escape
Wanting to run
Making a break
For the door that exists just two feet away
the light to brighten a wasteful day
the hit to take away unimaginable pain
the trip splitting like a broken vein
spitting, jumping and flipping insane

I wished for a life where nothing remained
wished for the day of flight without plane
without air
without name
falling
falling
falling

I fell so far that a circle inflamed
fell like glass in a shattered frame
and now, beginning and endings the same
So I remember how it feels, the need to escape
Wanting to run
Making a break