Wrote this on the plane to Italy…
There is a strange feeling in flight
The soul uplifts itself in a way most indescribable.
Perhaps physical height equals heightened feeling and emotion?
As my body is transported from the land over the ocean.
My mind is transmogrified
My life is reconfigured to a new setting
Foreign is not a word for the earth is native to its inhabitants.
And so my habit is to configure flight into a place of solitude.
Before falling.
I remember how it feels, the need to escape
Wanting to run
Making a break
For the door that exists just two feet away
the light to brighten a wasteful day
the hit to take away unimaginable pain
the trip splitting like a broken vein
spitting, jumping and flipping insane
I wished for a life where nothing remained
wished for the day of flight without plane
without air
without name
falling
falling
falling
I fell so far that a circle inflamed
fell like glass in a shattered frame
and now, beginning and endings the same
So I remember how it feels, the need to escape
Wanting to run
Making a break
Peace be with you!
Families Relief had to postpone the crazy cycle to Brighton, it will now be taking place this Saturday God Willing.
It has been hinted to me that apparently this isn’t good enough! Suggestions have included doing the cycle blindfolded, with a tricycle or backwards. Hmm…instead, I’ve decided to do 70 MILES to Brighton, AND a few thousand feet SKYDIVE! Unfortunately they won’t let me jump out of the plane with my bicycle, but hopefully this has raised the bar high enough for you to sponsor me!
For those that already have, please pray that I live through...
You’re like the beauty in the dark
Sunlight stops the black rose rise
Inhale
For that must be the art
Held breath before released sigh
The cloak is transparent
Glazed glass they called the eye
The beauty is apparent:
A black rose that cannot die.
You hate the sound of my voice
And my presence will frighten you
I loose the want of choice
Inside my head – a coup
Conscience overthrown
The science of conning who?
My mind is now unknown
as my heart keeps falling through
I can’t find where to start
now the pain is more acute
old ways they must depart
for that blade bleeds red and blue.
Peace be with you!
The Crazy Cyclist is back!
Armed only with a racing bike and a pair of legs, I will be taking on the 55 miles of road from London to Brighton this March 14th iA.
Please sponsor generously!
Note: If suffering from credit crunch anxieties. get on yer bike (to work, uni, etc)!
Sponsor now:
www.justgiving.com/usaydcycles/
Posted on
Feb 12th, 2009
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This is for you.
You gaze into the distance
wonder who you are
Those eyes tell me victim
looking to a land afar
Running is not the answer
you decide to stay
A heart that has no master
also has no way
These trials will truly end
last for but a day
And so you turn from men
fall to your knees
and pray